It really fucking hurts my feelings when no one can believe that I can do something by myself.

Thanks for being the one person I confided in, that I thought would look at me and think, ‘wow, it’s really cool that you thought long and hard about this and maybe you can do this’ no, it’s cool.

I hate it when people fucking shake their head like I’m a god damn idiot, I spent almost 4 and a half hours looking at cars last night you would think you could give me some credit for finding a relatively cheap car. (I’ve actually been looking at cars for the past two weeks..)
Not only that but thinking about how I can build up my credit and make a certain down payment means I’m not fucking stupid but actually trying to do it the right way, not trying to use you or anyone else to fucking pay for it.

I want to pay for whats MINE.
Why can’t you just say, ‘hey it’s really cool youre trying to do that, but right now isn’t a good idea maybe within a year when we’ve got a little more money saved up..”

GRANTED I wasn’t even thinking about doing it, not until like a year and a half from now.

It would just be nice if someone actually believed that I could do something, after all the shit I’ve been through you would think I could handle myself in any situation.
Give me some fucking credit.